Damn it.

My sister has spelling tomorrow (a measly three words) and I'm expected to teach her? You know, when I was her age, I certainly did not have anyone coaching me for my spelling tests - I learnt them all by myself. Now, out of nowhere, I am expected to teach my sister her spelling? And then if she doesn't do well and OH, it's my fault?

It's not like I'm complaining 'cause I have to teach her. But, seriously, will it hurt just to wait a little longer? I came home late today, and I already have problems rushing to mug for my physics test. Can HER spelling not wait a while? Oh, and as if she would obediently learn her spelling if I don't keep a full watch on her.

[Btw, my parents were the ones who implemented the YOU-BETTER-TEACH-YOUR-SISTER-HER-SPELLING-OR-ELSE-YOU'RE-DEAD thing]

Oh, and then right after I got scolded for not being able to teach my sister her spelling yet, I got told straight in the face that a six year old speaks way more fluently than me, apparently a thirteen year old - by my dear mother, with my father snickering at the side.

OH, THAT IS SO ENCOURAGING, THANKS SO MUCH.

And, of course, my sister just had to add fuel to fire by sticking out her tongue at me - something which we were scolded for doing. Or IIIIII was scolded for doing, for that matter. Hence when I told my mum she stuck out her tongue at me, I GOT SCOLDED. Did my sister get scolded? No, apparently not. And then when I don't speak impecable English - which I don't at home (what the heck. Who does?) - my "ha-ha-i-am-smarter-than-you-says-mummy" sister TRIES TO CORRECT ME. Oh, and in the WRONG WAY too.

Fine. Not that I mind that she's correcting me. But I DO mind that she thinks just because of one little comparison with me in the area of speaking fluently, she can actually DEMAND the way I speak. Oh, that is SO respectful towards someone who's older than you by 7 years.

If she'd say it nicely, I wouldn't mind, really. But no, she chooses to piss me off, and then get me into more trouble.

AND I SERIOUSLY CANNOT STAND THE WAY MY PARENTS SAY MY SISTER SPEAKS MUCH BETTER THAN I DO. AND THE WAY MY DAD WAS SNICKERING AS IF SAYING "HAH! MY DAUGHTER SPEAKS BETTER THAN THIS STEP-DAUGHTER OF MINE!" [He's not my real dad, btw] Give some respect to my feelings lah, please.

WHY AM I EVEN BEING COMPARED TO MY SISTER?!
This is ____ absurd. (Fill in the blanks)