Since everyone's been bugging for an update, here it is. :D

Just got back from LD, and I'm freaking depressed.

I've been doing horribly (and I do mean horribly) for term two. I really don't know what's happening! I think I've been slacking a lot. Far, far too much. You know, if God is planning to teach me a lesson, I can end up getting only 3 A1s. But if God decides to reply my prayer, I can get 6 A1s.

I don't know what's been happening to me. It's not like I'm complacent. I still study for every tests. Probably due to the lack of motivation. Can someone motivate me, please? Sigh. And you know what? I passed my Dnt by 0.5 marks, which is equivalent to 52%. And also equivalent to lowest in class. I tried cheering myself up by telling myself that Dnt is not included in L1 R5 in O's, and I'm going to get into Drama Class next year. Even if I don't, we won't take Dnt. But it's not working. How can I live knowing that I am this close to failing? Maaaan. I hope I do get 6 A1s. So Dnt won't really matter. And at least I did well for my sketch book, which can pull my percentage up to 68%. Right? Right.

Ah well. On a lighter note, I love LD :D And I can't wait for 6W class outing :D I miss all the Nanyang girls, and the RGS peeps. Of course, and everyone else not in Sn. I hope I do well for the Drama thingy tomorrow. It's graded. And of course, being someone who wants to get into drama class, I need to do well.

I think I have a teeeny weeeny bit of motivation now - but it's quite fragile. I hope I can start paying attention and stop this damned habit of procrastinating. I should start piling up assesment books as well - that would help, I hope. But, above all, I still love Secondary 1 life. I love $6 to death, and I love 1Truth. Buttttt, my results incredibly shitty.

AND I WOULD LIKE TO BE A LITTLE MORE GUAI IN CLASS TOO. I think I am around Windy's standard now - which is terribly bad. I want to become more like Amanda, or Jane. Or Jennifer. A littttlle more ... less siao. Hahahaha :D

Okay, I guess I'm quite motivated now. Whoooh :D See, my abrupt mood swings. I guess they can be quite useful. In cases like this, for one. :DDD

Okay, well. I have other things to blog about, but that will be in my other post. Because personally, I don't fancy reading long posts - they require a lot of squinting and are so wordy. Yuckkkk. Although, I admit, mine is like that most of the time. :D

Well. The other posts can wait - I need to finish up my English bg, and revise a little for my Lover test tomorrow. [Literature is my lover] :D

P.S. What's wrong with literature! Stupid Zitt claims she would rather do Chinese Literature. Crazy, I'd reckon.