Wednesday, November 19, 2008
I've got a dream.
So what?
Millions other share it.
Millions other are closer to it than I am.
Right now, my dream is what but a dream.
Unattainable, out of reach.
A dream.
SMOKING!JAE AND SMOKING!(YOO)CHUN ARE SO HOT. (Omg, Melanie thought it was Wu Chun-,- Yuck.)
Right, before I continue, please understand this is purely fictional, and I am utterly against smoking. In real life, that is. Smokers are stupid, and hell, never will I go near one. But I guess my life is full of irony, henceforth my attraction to fictional smoking!jae and smoking!chun. Or perhaps it is more of an attraction to the words that the authors so cleverly weave that make them exceedingly attractive.
However, I digress.
Reading smoking!jae and smoking!chun has inspired me to write something (although I didn't). The rainy weather helps too. It turns on my lyrical side. Yet, when I opened the window to better listen and watch the rain while trying to think of something to write, I fell asleep. And I didn't wake up until Vernice called me at approximately 9 pm, when the rain has subsided almost completely. See what I mean when I say my sleeping patterns are awry? Plus, I really felt like killing myself since I missed the rain ):
Was talking to Venetia and Vernice in one conversation before that, and Venetia said something really cute, so I shall post it here.
So what?
Millions other share it.
Millions other are closer to it than I am.
Right now, my dream is what but a dream.
Unattainable, out of reach.
A dream.
SMOKING!JAE AND SMOKING!(YOO)CHUN ARE SO HOT. (Omg, Melanie thought it was Wu Chun-,- Yuck.)
Right, before I continue, please understand this is purely fictional, and I am utterly against smoking. In real life, that is. Smokers are stupid, and hell, never will I go near one. But I guess my life is full of irony, henceforth my attraction to fictional smoking!jae and smoking!chun. Or perhaps it is more of an attraction to the words that the authors so cleverly weave that make them exceedingly attractive.
However, I digress.
Reading smoking!jae and smoking!chun has inspired me to write something (although I didn't). The rainy weather helps too. It turns on my lyrical side. Yet, when I opened the window to better listen and watch the rain while trying to think of something to write, I fell asleep. And I didn't wake up until Vernice called me at approximately 9 pm, when the rain has subsided almost completely. See what I mean when I say my sleeping patterns are awry? Plus, I really felt like killing myself since I missed the rain ):
Was talking to Venetia and Vernice in one conversation before that, and Venetia said something really cute, so I shall post it here.
Melo says: ITS RAINING
Melo says: i feel like sleeping
Melo says: it's raining it's falling, the old man is snoring. he went to bed and bumped his head and couldn't wake up in the morning ~~~~~~~
venetia says: *shakes mel* are you ok O.o
Melo says: I WANNA SLEEP.
venetia says: rain rain go away come again another day i don't want mel to go away rain rain go away ((((:
Melo says: aw. that's so cute.
SOMEONE GIVE ME A CREDIT CARD!!!!!!!!!! says: lol
And Nicole is trying to fangirl over Kat-tun, who is starting to rub off on her. Well, she has my full support, but I think fangirling over Farty is more worth it. And stupid Nicole paired me up with Ueda, this weird guy with really awful lips. But you know what, I shall not insult God's creation, as Ziting would say.
Aw, I miss Ziting ):
Once again, I digress.
I was telling Nicole about the Yunjae glomp that has gotten the whole Yunjae fandom world crazy. And she said something really funny:
Nicole (: says:
i don't exactly feel like entering the yunjae fandom thingy world yet
Nicole (: says:
but it feels so cold and out not to obsess over them
Nicole(: says:
why are we so small???
Aw, I love Nicole :D
Okay, since there's nothing to blog about, here comes dedication time!
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Gilaine Ng (girl in purple), my best friend.
In the picture, my best friend(s), six dollars: Nicole, Melanie, Gilaine, Rane, Shermaine, Me
There are so many things to say I don't know where to start. For one, I've not always been the best best friend, but she makes up for it. Her effort and love put into this relationship is enough for the both of us. Sometimes, I neglect. Sometimes, I disregard. Sometimes, I take for granted. But she has always been there, and I'd like to think she'll always be there. Our vast differences have gotten in the way at one time or another, but then again they are the reason we're still together. Her incessant rambling, her bubbly personality and her illogical, unthinking ways are things I've grown used to over the years, and if one day were to be taken away, I shall feel amiss. She talks enough for the both of us, and while she dishes out, I listen. She keeps me occupied and I keep her level headed. They say opposites attract, and in the case of our relationship, it hasn't been more true. She's the Jae to my Yun, the Su to my Yoo, the Juliet to my Romeo and the Melanie to my Nicole (LOL) I'm sorry I've made you cry, I'm sorry I've made you distressed. But then again, you'll always be my best friend. I love you (:
Gah, I'm such a sappy idiot, I feel like killing myself. But I guess it needs to be said.
I shall dedicate to Nicole next post! Yay, Nicoley.
:D
PS: Vernice is brisk walking around her room, in an attempt to lose weight. It's so funny and cute I feel like hugging her.
